Monday, December 6, 2010

surreal

I was blog hopping as I wasted time, clicking refresh as I await an email.

I read the words "I got an email tonight. I'm not going to India."

I felt the air leave my soul. This blogger had been waiting anxiously for a return email about going on to a foreign mission field. And this past Thursday she got a response. But not what she wanted.

I read a few blogs down and her journey sounded like mine.

I reread the words, "I got an email tonight. I'm not going to India."

I can't believe it. I don't know her, but still I now wonder about the email I'm waiting for.

The one that tells whether or not I will be going to a foreign mission field this summer.

Your will my God. Your will.